The College will get a chance to see Pasternak in action when she performs in the Frontroom of Keefe Campus Center at 10 p.m. tomorrow evening, along with Rani Arbo '90E, Trina Hamlin and Amy Speace '90.
Pasternak never expected to be a popular success in the music industry. Before going to college, she had planned to study marine science and had considered becoming a lawyer in international marine policy. Upon beginning her freshman year, however, she quickly discovered an interest in literary theory. She credits Professor of English Andrew Parker with opening her mind to new ways of critical thinking. Pasternak designed her own interdisciplinary major, critical theory, based in the English, French and philosophy departments.
Prelude to a theme of success
How does a critical theory major become a professional musician? Pasternak began playing guitar in high school and took three music courses at the College. She also joined Women's Chorus and often gave performances of folksongs for campus talent shows and concerts.
Pasternak's love for music found unexpected inspiration after college graduation. A serious illness, which at one point prevented her from walking, put everything in her life on hold.
After recovering, Pasternak went to Los Angeles to pursue studies in marine policy or law, but her enjoyment of open-mic events convinced her to change the direction of her career. Deciding to becoming an artist, however, was not easy. "[It] was definitely not a viable option in my upbringing," Pasternak said. Her parents strongly questioned her choice, though they never actively tried to prevent her from following her passion. After a series of performances, Pasternak was certain that she wanted to pursue her musical talent.
When asked why she likes to perform, Pasternak said without hesitation, "Because of the amazing connection between artist and audience ... My music is more of a reflection on who we are, what we are doing, what our impact is on the world." She continued that she wants her music to act as a mirror, showing people the reflection of who they truly are. For Pasternak, music is as necessary to life as nutrition. She also finds it the ideal tool to communicate mood, especially since such feelings are hard to express verbally.
Pasternak has also worked on political campaigns and given lectures at schools. Advising college audiences on building a viable career, dreams and goals are important, she says, but you can't judge yourself by whether or not you fulfill them. "It's not that you pick a path and follow it. You pick a path and evolve with it," she said.